Ahhh, cutting it close tonight! It's 1130... it's official, I'm exhausted. Do I keep saying this? I'm sure I do. I just got back from volunteering at the Revolutions Festival, which knocks out Charitable Deed numero 4. Donating clothes to the Barret House tomorrow for numero 5 and I will be done! Woot!
Private Lessons Number 4!!
Date/time - January 28, 12 p.m.
Instructor - Kurt Robinson
Minutes- 75
Repertoire - A Chorus Line, Nothing, Spring Awakening, Mama Who Bore Me, Wicked, No Good Deed
Points covered – Started with normal warm up, added mee ow mixing and vowel scales. Todays warm up was really rough, and I had a little breakdown which Kurt and Paul were totally supportive through. I got really frustrated when I wasn't mixing like I normally do and I just kinda lost it. Granted, I had worked until 4 a.m. and woke up at 7 a.m. so that was probably part of my inability to handle the frustration but as soon my eyes started welling up the tears started rolling and they didn't stop. Am I just sad the challenge is ending? Concerned about NYU/URTA auditions? Tired? Probably a combination of everything. Kurt and Paul talked me through the little breakdown and we just talked about how hard I have been working and how I need to give myself a break and not be so hard on myself. We talked about my San Francisco trip and what I need to do to make the trip/auditions less stressful then sang through Nothing, and Mama Who Bore Me. After that we started working on No Good Deed. I brought it as a challenge because of the mixing aspect. That song was definitely challenging and will take some time to learn.
Notes: I really do need to stop being so hard on myself. I really am my worst critic and I have been working hard. Nothing is ready for my auditions and my monologues still need some work but are where they need to be.
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